I have been through a similar episode in my life in the past 2 weeks and now know and understand how Thomas was feeling at that point in his life that he could no longer go on. When the one you love doesn't care anymore and you have nothing left, life becomes pointless. Families are all different and show care and love in different ways, but then there are families that can't see beyond their own wants in life and who are selfish, I hope your families are not this way and that when the chips are down you can always look to your family and friends for help and support, and unlike Thomas and myself I hope and pray your family is there for you and forgive all, as at the end of the day we all make mistakes. God bless each and everyone of us.